作词 : Hot Sown 哈怂
作曲 : Hot Sown 哈怂
过了多久我还是放不下
以为又是普通的吵架
可是你的眼神却坚定得可怕
那以后再也没见过你
但你一直都会出现在梦里
你消失地太过彻底太过彻底
你没有像往常一样
假装生气躲在街角
我也没像往常一样到处去寻找
再没勇气说出那句
别闹了 回来好不好
平凡的生活里什么也没少
只是不信神明的我开始祈祷
Seeings signs of you you’re on my mind Wherever i Go
(我知道我已经离不开你)
Thinking bout the times when i would talk and you just eyeroll
(想起我想对你说话你却看向一旁)
So why do I want to come back to you Is this stockholm
(所以我为什么还会回来好像得了癔症)
Thinking why you acting distant Whenever i got home
(想想每次我回家你都会保持距离)
Could never bear to see the tears come from your eyes
(实在不忍看到你留眼泪)
Is this toxic, girl you got me thinking why
(到底怎么回事你总让我想着)
Life’s a game and love’s the prize, im tryna Tie
(人生就像一个游戏需要奖励)
Was warming up but now you scheduling a bye
(我还在热身你却说了再见)
I’m just tryna clear the air, I’d rather not Live in Regret
(我只是想放轻松,不想有遗憾)
I didn’t mean to mean to make you Upset, now you put the Mask on like Boba fett
(我不想让你失望但是你现在却带上了面具)
haven’t heard back from you yet, thinking bout the time that we met
(还没收到你的消息,还在想我们见面的场景)
What’s my future no Molly Percocet, and you Gotta learn to Live laugh forgive and forget
(我的未来里没有Molly Percocet,你要学会忘记)
I guess i could say We had a good Run, but thinking like that that sheet really burns
(我觉得我可以说我们的过往很甜美,但是想起它我就伤心)
Wanted to give you all under the sun, now i’m looking at the end of my turn
(想把所有的给你但现在我却不能)
Nearing the edge and i’m ready to Jump, i should have realized this all straight from the jump
(到了边缘我忍受不住)
Now the text you just sent well that was the Bump,
(你的短信让我不知所措)
what’s that in my hand now im holding the pump
(手里的手机就像我跳动的心脏)
我知道我抓不住节奏抓不住韵脚
就像我抓不住你的手陪着你奔跑
不想要堆砌华丽的词藻
只想大声说想你想到受不了
但是我开不了口只能就这样放你走
眼睛布满血丝时间停在凌晨4:59
不想要堆砌华丽的词藻
我只想大声说想你想到受不了
Oh shoot, gotta Snap back to reality
(糟糕,回到现实吧)
Gotta stop basing everything off of Fallacies
(我该放弃那些荒谬的推论)
What was the reason neglection or Jealousy?
(原因是无视还是嫉妒?)
I mean, All i really want now is a Kiss
(我想说我现在只求一个吻)
Thats yo new man? Thats not a diss. Im just curious
(那就是你新的那个他?这不是抱怨我只是好奇)
Before i got blocked like my name was steve
(你拉黑我之前我换了好多名字)
I both do and do not understand why you had to leave
(我理解但也不理解你为什么离我而去)
Im Screamin yo name Nobody else is Feeling my pain
(我大声呼喊你的名字没人能感受我的痛)
Like mario, It All was a game, uh
(像马里奥一样,这只是一场游戏)