when the hospital was my home歌词

[ti:when the hospital was my home]
[ar:Powfu/Rxseboy]
[al:some boring love stories pt 5]
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[00:00.00]when the hospital was my home - Powfu/Rxseboy
[00:02.11]Lyrics by：Isaiah Faber/Thomas Michel/Anthony Tubbs
[00:04.22]Composed by：Isaiah Faber/Thomas Michel/Anthony Tubbs
[00:06.34]Powfu：
[00:06.51]Feel the wind blow I can hear it in my left ear
[00:09.55]Sounds like when you whispered to me but you're not around here
[00:13.23]Life is slow sleepin' twelve hours a day ayy
[00:16.02]Since I had my surgery it's never been the same
[00:19.05]I'm sick and it sucks and my friends barely visit
[00:22.02]Every week that goes by end up feelin' more distant
[00:25.68]Cried so many times tryna chip away my fear
[00:28.84]Prayin' when I'm sad thinkin' of our younger years
[00:31.59]First night that you kissed me cuddle watchin' Disney
[00:35.28]Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me
[00:38.83]Every second is a blessing when you're standing at my side
[00:42.33]We didn't see this coming it's okay to say goodbye
[00:46.02]It's okay to say goodbye
[00:49.25]But I hate saying goodbyes
[00:52.38]Would you stay here longer
[00:55.70]Sorry I'm not stronger
[00:57.56]Speak to me with honesty it's harder than we thought it'd be
[01:00.85]Tell it to me straight ayy I don't want no "probably"s
[01:04.06]Tell me when you're tired 'cause I'm gettin' tired too
[01:07.04]The rain is feelin' heavy and the sky isn't so blue
[01:10.36]Pills for my breakfast promisin' they'll heal me
[01:13.63]Hanging out with doctors and starin' at the ceiling
[01:16.64]My favorite days are Mondays when you come and see me
[01:19.99]Wish you would stay longer but I know it's not easy
[01:23.64]Yeah I was excited for that concert
[01:26.37]Tell me all about it did they sign your new Converse
[01:30.35]I don't wanna let go when we hug
[01:32.78]One thing worse than dying is losing who you love
[01:35.76]Powfu/Rxseboy：
[01:37.46]It's okay to say goodbye
[01:40.38]But I hate saying goodbyes
[01:43.62]Would you stay here longer
[01:46.83]Sorry I'm not stronger
[01:48.90]Noticed all the pain you had to deal with
[01:51.14]Was sick of all the doctors lyin' sayin' that you'd heal quick
[01:54.43]It's been a couple days since you left us in that hearse
[01:57.15]Your girl just called me
[01:58.15]Said she's pregnant and that would've been my first
[02:00.50]So shocked when she told me
[02:02.50]Why didn't she tell you
[02:03.98]She thought you'd leave the world thinkin' your promises have fell through
[02:07.07]You always talked about her you were ready for a son
[02:09.99]For a son
[02:10.45]Now you'll be watchin' over him free of pain
[02:12.57]Hope that one day he'll look up and feel your love
[02:14.44]Look up and feel my love
[02:15.66]Powfu：
[02:20.08]When I get to heaven I will wait for you
[02:23.28]Sorry for the things that I put you through
[02:26.53]You had to watch me flatline wishin' that we had time