what i fail to understand歌词

[ti:Broken Body]
[ar:Bury Your Dead]
[al:It's Nothing Personal]
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[00:02.00]Bury Your Dead - Broken Body
[00:05.00]LRC by lzh ,from jiangxi pingxiang
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[00:13.58]I've got a sickness
[00:15.76]A doctor and all of his knowledge could never cure
[00:20.14]I'm so sick and tired of feeling worthless
[00:23.03]Like I don't exist
[00:24.45]Keep my head up high
[00:25.66]Try to live my life
[00:26.83]That no one notices
[00:28.60]
[00:29.45]All of my years
[00:30.79]Being left alone
[00:32.50]Made me what I am
[00:34.19]Wounded by the ones I love
[00:36.87]Back against the wall
[00:38.75]I'm an animal trapped in hell
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[00:41.93]This is real pain
[00:44.09]These are real tears
[00:45.88]This is the world falling on me
[00:49.28]Is this what you want?
[00:51.05]Part of your big plan?
[00:52.74]Wanna see me fail?
[00:54.58]You'll never get the chance
[00:56.34]
[00:57.03]Sorrow has become my only friend again
[01:10.49]I know I will fail you in the end
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[01:38.58]There's no heaven
[01:40.83]That wants me
[01:42.63]No hell that could ever hold me in
[01:45.52]No matter how strong I was
[01:47.87]I could never escape
[01:49.74]I still feel all of my sins
[01:52.90]
[01:53.65]I remember the sun touching your face
[01:57.42]I'm still waiting for the day
[02:00.45]Just to hear you say
[02:02.36]Well I've had enough
[02:03.99]Get up and you walk away
[02:07.08]
[02:07.94]Sorrow has become my only friend again
[02:21.52]I know I will fail you in the end
[02:31.50]The end
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[02:36.84]And I should blame you for running
[02:39.83]I know you couldn't understand
[02:42.69]You see
[02:43.74]I don't even know myself anymore
[02:46.74]I don't even fucking understand
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[02:50.77]This is real pain
[02:52.19]These are real tears
[02:53.80]This is the world falling on me
[02:56.99]Is this what you want?
[02:59.06]Part of your great plan?
[03:00.84]Wanna see me fail?
[03:02.88]You'll never have the chance
[03:04.53]
[03:05.19]Sorrow has become my only friend again
[03:17.64]I know I will fail you in the end
[03:32.89]
[04:03.10]I will fail
[04:08.02]I will fail
[04:12.65]I will fail
[04:17.93]I will fail
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