我曾虚度过的青春歌词

我虚度过的青春 - 楚新
                  我想到几年前的我
                  那个本该拥有大好青春的我
                  那个亲手埋葬青春的我
                  不 那不像我
                  说起来有些可笑
                  这竟是我的年少
                  是骗自己的骄傲
                  不值一提的荣耀
                  那时候觊觎世界
                  总想要得到一切
                  在灯红酒绿一夜
                  几块钱都要去借
                  说什么年少有为
                  父母都白了双眉
                  那时我众人相陪
                  从不听好言相随
                  我也曾满怀期待
                  不觉得世界很坏
                  到首次欠下了债
                  被朋友拒之门外
                  我为了幼稚爱情
                  曾挂了三天吊瓶
                  让爸妈彻夜不宁
                  还喊着没她不行
                  我总是大言不惭
                  把所有人都隐瞒
                  从不说自己多难
                  却没有力气偿还
                  为她买昂贵的花
                  陪着她天天泡吧
                  却不知父母伤疤
                  连针都不舍得扎
                  每一次灯红夜晚
                  每一次酒杯倒满
                  每一次堕落到懒
                  每一次无知呼喊
                  我结交所谓手足
                  混进了所谓江湖
                  自以为勾勒宏图
                  却只是一场虚无
                  我夹着昂贵香烟
                  觉得我酷到没边
                  却不知吐的烟圈
                  要爸爸干上一天
                  再说说我的骄傲
                  仅一个游戏账号
                  皮肤要全部买到
                  想起来真是可笑
                  我无数次的梦到
                  周围人冲着我笑
                  笑我的良心丢掉
                  笑我的虚假闪耀
                  我梦到她的离开
                  说着我真是不该
                  说鲜花幸好没开
                  你当初就不该栽
                  我也曾哭声落地
                  是家族里的延续
                  是他们口中美句
                  怎却是玉不成器
                  说起来有些可笑
                  这竟是我的年少
                  是骗自己的骄傲
                  不值一提的荣耀
                  这是
                  我曾虚度过的青春