I gave her money
I gave her time
I gave her everything
Inside one heart could find
I gave her passion
My very soul
I gave her promises
And secrets so untold
And she promised me forever
And a day we’d live as one
We made our vows We’d live a life anew
And she promised me in secret
That she’d love me for all the time
It’s a promise so untrue
Tell me what will I do ?
And it doesn’t seem to matter
And it doesn’t seem right
’Cause the will has brought No fortune
Still I cry alone at night
Don’t you judge of my composure
’Cause I’m lying to myself
And the reason why she left me
Did she find someone else ?
(Who is it ?)
It is a friend of mine
(Who is it ?)
Is it my brother ?
(Who is it ?)
Somebody hurt my soul
(Who is it ?)
I can’t take this stuff no more
I am the damned
I am the dead
I am the agony inside
The dying head
This is injustice
Woe unto thee
I pray this punishment
Would have mercy on me
And she promised me forever
That we’d live our life as one
We made our vows
We’d live a love so true
It seems that she has left me
For such reasons unexplained
I need to find the truth
But see what will I do ?
And it doesn’t seem to matter
And it doesn’t seem right
’Cause the will has brought No fortune
Still I cry alone at night
Don’t you judge of my composure
’Cause I’m bothered everyday
And she didn’t leave a letter
She just up and ran away
(Who is it ?)
It is a friend of mine
(Who is it ?)
Is it my brother ?
(Who is it ?)
Somebody hurt my soul
(Who is it ?)
I can’t take it ’cause I’m lonely
(Who is it ?)
It is a friend of mine
(Who is it ?)
To me I’m bothered
(Who is it ?)
Somebody hurt my soul
(Who is it ?)
I can’t take it ’cause I’m lonely
And it doesn’t seem to matter
And it doesn’t seem right
’Cause the will has brought No fortune
Still I cry alone at night
Don’t you judge of my composure
’Cause I’m lying to myself
And the reason why she left me
Did she find someone else ?
And it doesn’t seem to matter
And it doesn’t seem right
’Cause the will has brought No fortune
Still I cry alone at night
Don’t you judge of my composure
’Cause I’m bothered everyday
And she didn’t leave a letter
She just up and ran away
Ma Jiali 1999/08/01